I guess I’ve never felt so demoralised before. I really wanted to pass Math this time but I guess it’s not gonna happen. I really hate it when I can’t do it even after trying so hard for it. It makes me feel as if everything’s not worth the try at all.
I still got paper 2 but if I can’t even do this, what makes me think that I can do the next one? 
On another note, I’m not too sure how I did for Cse but I guess it was alright considering I didn’t study only until the very last hour. Even if I do fail (touch wood), I wouldn’t feel that much heartache as I would if I fail Math since I know that I didn’t put my effort into studying Cse.
Oh well. Mid years must have been the most screwed up one as compared to any other exams. Okay maybe just as screwed up as March Block. But that’s besides the point.
Point is, I feel so screwed. How?
And Emilyn gave us a reality check today. Two months more till Prelims and only seven weeks left till A’s after prelims. If I can’t do it now, can I do it within the next two months?
Sigh.
Jul 04, 2010 @ 11:32:01
Ohmygosh, LY! I just realised how depressing your recent posts are! Cheer up! Don’t be so disheartened. Think of this way: you still have four months to correct your mistakes. There’s no point in dwelling over mistakes already done. You can only try to prevent yourself from making future mistakes. Come on, LY! We can do it! Don’t be so down on yourself, it’s unlike you! ):