Exams have never been so gruesomely long before.
And I’m glad it’s all freaking over now. You heard it! It is over! O-V-E-R!
Sorry but I just have to emphasise it ’cause you have no idea how tormenting it was to have exams for almost two weeks long and every day you come home, you just feel depressed ’cause there’s just so much waiting for you to revise. It’s not like I really bothered to revise thoroughly (sincere confession here, btw), especially after Friday, but still it was kinda depressing knowing that we are almost one of the last few to end our Mid years. Or maybe the last. I don’t really know. But point is, it was just so depressing and demoralising to have exams when you’re not even half prepared for it.
Now! I’m gonna have to do some mental prep before I get back my disastrous results. If I’m optimistic, I may pass some subjects. Well, I’m not sure which, but I do hope I have a chance in passing Chem and my H1 subjects.
Actually, I don’t think I have confidence in most of the subjects I sat for, but I’m just being really optimistic here. I think I shouldn’t get my hopes too high up there, but I just can’t help but hope for some kind of miracle to happen.
Yeah, I’m always hoping. For something’s that been done and cannot be undone. Pfft.
Anyway, school stuff aside, I’m gonna get some comfort food later, preferrably good ice-cream to compensate for the mental distress I had over the past few weeks or so. I can’t believe I actually dreamt of walking into the examination hall and then realising I have no idea how to do my Math paper at all.
Now, would you believe me that I was really under some mad stress?
I think what was stressful though, was the fact that I didn’t have the time to study thoroughly enough. And that’s why I gave up on trying to finish studying everything after last Friday. I was almost in the “Oh it’s not over yet? I thought it’s over already!” mood. What’s more unbelievable was that I actually watched a 16-episode drama within that few days of break. I wasn’t in the right mind, trust me.
Oh well! But everything’s over now and I don’t intend to go on about how I wasn’t in the right mind and all. I’m happy now and that’s just great. 
Alright I need to rush off now ’cause I’m actually meeting Chua for ice-cream. Hehehe bye folks.
